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Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:21 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: I know what you mean,I black out at school in the bathroom and then new cuts are either on my arms or legs.

yeha and when im aware of them like when i consiously do it i dont feel any pain and i dont bleed for several min so i dont think im actually doing it.... till i see them bleeding

no when I do it conciously I feel all the pain and I love it for some reason,and then I hate myself again for loving it.

there are rare instances when i do the same thing

thank God yours are rare,I feel it everytime.

We are making ourselves so depressed right now huh?

kinda but ive been a bit depressed ..... the smallest thing can trigger me into a depressed state.... the joys of being bipolar>.>

sorry your bipolar,Im ADHD and half the time my family likes to make me feel like the family idiot just because Im blond,but I want to be an Anesthesiologist and they dont think I can really do it.

oh i know what you mean im the family anger target.. >.> anything goes wrong its my fault..... also...... im never left alone there always buggin the hell out of me.....

same here as well,if not for this comp Id friggin lose it!!!and be all dam technology!!

exactly lol they finally understand when im on th computer im mostly happy so they stop bugging me about that lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:22 pm

Im the oldest of 5 so having a BIG bro would be nice lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:24 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: Im the oldest of 5 so having a BIG bro would be nice lol

lol ok ^^ well if you want ill be yours too ok ^^ and ill keep checking the site feel free to pm me when your feeling down ill get back to you as fast a s possible ok ^^

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:25 pm

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: Im the oldest of 5 so having a BIG bro would be nice lol

lol ok ^^ well if you want ill be yours too ok ^^ and ill keep checking the site feel free to pm me when your feeling down ill get back to you as fast a s possible ok ^^

^-^ k,thanks so much.I finally have an older sibling lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:26 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: Im the oldest of 5 so having a BIG bro would be nice lol

lol ok ^^ well if you want ill be yours too ok ^^ and ill keep checking the site feel free to pm me when your feeling down ill get back to you as fast a s possible ok ^^

^-^ k,thanks so much.I finally have an older sibling lol

^^

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:29 pm

OH IM A GUMMIE BEAR,YES IM A GUMMIE BEAR!!!! lol I can be pretty random at times.

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:29 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: OH IM A GUMMIE BEAR,YES IM A GUMMIE BEAR!!!! lol I can be pretty random at times.

ROFL me too dont worry i confused one of my frineds earlier by talking about popsickles lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:31 pm

I love popsickles!!!My popsickle is what I call my friends when they are freezing and I dont even have a jacket cause I dont feel cold.Im also easily distracted by shiny things lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:32 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: I love popsickles!!!My popsickle is what I call my friends when they are freezing and I dont even have a jacket cause I dont feel cold.Im also easily distracted by shiny things lol

rofl my ipod is shiny so i look at it all day lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:34 pm

I dont have an ipod T_T ant the headphones to my mp3 broke....the wire snapped cause my mom yanked them out of my ears in an attempt to be playful *sigh*.....oh well,thats what jewelry is for!lmao

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:36 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: I dont have an ipod T_T ant the headphones to my mp3 broke....the wire snapped cause my mom yanked them out of my ears in an attempt to be playful *sigh*.....oh well,thats what jewelry is for!lmao

oh i got a cute plushie ^^ its funny telling people about it cuz they look at me like o_0 your a guy and you have a plushie o_0 lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:38 pm

I think more guys than the world knows have plushies lol and Im more accepting about weird things than alot of other people....mostly because Im bi

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:38 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: I think more guys than the world knows have plushies lol and Im more accepting about weird things than alot of other people....mostly because Im bi

omg you too ^^ i bet by that you so can guess about me lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:40 pm

that and my ava lol ranma is like the bi persons perfect mate add water and poof instant change ^^^ lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:42 pm

Omg Im relieved you didnt flip.Like when I told my parents,they grounded me for three weeks...for telling the truth.I have alot of bi friends and a guy friend I suspect of being gay lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:44 pm

nope i couldnt even if i wanst lol im not that way ^^

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:45 pm

so yeah i am too lol its funny lol i kinda cant control myself around hot guys lol if i know there bi i kinda hit on em like crazy till they notice me ^////^

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:46 pm

lol I like having friends who are accepting of me for the way I am,I dont have to hide anything.
I think his name is Austin.Is that it.The guy I suspect of being gay I think his name is Austin.

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:47 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: lol I like having friends who are accepting of me for the way I am,I dont have to hide anything.
I think his name is Austin.Is that it.The guy I suspect of being gay I think his name is Austin.

lol nice ^^

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:48 pm

Lightkun wrote:: so yeah i am too lol its funny lol i kinda cant control myself around hot guys lol if i know there bi i kinda hit on em like crazy till they notice me ^////^

omg same here except with girls and I have weight training and pe so Im in a locker room twice a day.Try torture.

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:50 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:: so yeah i am too lol its funny lol i kinda cant control myself around hot guys lol if i know there bi i kinda hit on em like crazy till they notice me ^////^

omg same here except with girls and I have weight training and pe so Im in a locker room twice a day.Try torture.

omg i know lol isnt is so odd how when you like the same sex its like you have no control lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:50 pm

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: lol I like having friends who are accepting of me for the way I am,I dont have to hide anything.
I think his name is Austin.Is that it.The guy I suspect of being gay I think his name is Austin.

lol nice ^^

I sometimes have trouble remembering names lol hehehe...

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:51 pm

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:: so yeah i am too lol its funny lol i kinda cant control myself around hot guys lol if i know there bi i kinda hit on em like crazy till they notice me ^////^

omg same here except with girls and I have weight training and pe so Im in a locker room twice a day.Try torture.

omg i know lol isnt is so odd how when you like the same sex its like you have no control lol

God I know and you dont just wanna stare but you wanna touch too but you cant cause they will freak out!!!Frustrating.

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:51 pm

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: lol I like having friends who are accepting of me for the way I am,I dont have to hide anything.
I think his name is Austin.Is that it.The guy I suspect of being gay I think his name is Austin.

lol nice ^^

I sometimes have trouble remembering names lol hehehe...

your not alone lol

Subject: Re: The Cafe Thu Mar 13, 2008 11:52 pm

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:

Lightkun wrote:

Ravenicka(AKA R) wrote:: lol I like having friends who are accepting of me for the way I am,I dont have to hide anything.
I think his name is Austin.Is that it.The guy I suspect of being gay I think his name is Austin.

lol nice ^^

I sometimes have trouble remembering names lol hehehe...

your not alone lol

nice to know that im not

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