lights emo poems and thoughts

you said...
what is the worst that could happen?
under my breath
i replied
everything...
you said you love me
i lied and replied...
i love you too
you asked if id be there
just for you?
one again i lied and relpied...
yes i will just for you
now we reach the end
you reach out to grab me
i step back...
you reply i love you
all i can say... is...
i... dont...love...you...anymore

i hoped it would work
i wished things could be better
i looked at you
you looked like a saviour
you seemed to be my hope...
the one who will accept me
the one who could take the pain away
but i was wrong
looking at you now you are none of
these things that i hoped
and wished for...
instead of an angel i got torture
the pain wont leave
i was wrong to take you back
i invited sorrow back in
like i always do
you tried to use me to get away from your problems
but now you will realise all you did
was drive me away...
so i will lay here in despair
and watch you fade from my mind
you are nothign anymore
not even a wisper
even as i write
i forget your face
i forget your voice, your touch, its over....
tell me i can sleep, or tell me i can die,
whats next for me....



when your life looks it worst and you feel like death is right at your door then you will know the truth about how you lived your life when that day comes will you be satisfied or horrified with your self

think about that and then think are you honest with your self or are you lying and pretending to be someone your not
if your pretending why are you pretending is it to make your self feel better or those around you are you afraid to be alone

what if you were alone would you be able to cope or would you loose it

what the worst that can happen if you be honest about who you are?

your friends might leave... ask do you care if they leave where they your friends??

now remember on your death bed where you happy with your life.....



i jsut let my mind wonder and this is what you get when i think...



the screams fall on death ears
you stare at me
like im crazy
im gasping for air
my tears are drowning me
you think you can save me but ill only hurt you
ill leave you shattered
no intention to hurt you
but i will
leave while you can it will be easier this way
im better off alone....

i lay here in the darkness
screaming crying
why does it hurt
i hate you
i hate what youve done
but it hurts to see you hurting
because of me
should i hang myself
to satisfy you
will the screaming end
will be at peace
or will you still haunt me
ive wanted to be alone
so just leave go now...
leave me be....
i know you want me
but forget me
let me fade, let me leave
dont make me end the pain
...


screams are heard down a hall
you start running to see
who is doing this
you arived at the doorway
im laying there bloody and beaten
im not screaming from the blood
im holding a limp body
you cant believe your eyes
im comforting myself
the only one that ever has fully understood
myself, i cry and scream
im crying blood, im holding myself
trying to live through the pain
why did you do this to me
how could you let me suffer
what did i do to you
other than let you into my life


ive hoped and prayed
that things would work
you seemed to be better
than you were
things looked good
how was i to know you came to destroy me
you wrecked my life again
i cant think
i cant breath
i can barley see
cnat you see your killing me
you suffocating me with your words
i love you....
you dont mean it ....
why feed me lies..
youve build the gallows
youve sentenced me to death
but do you have the guts
to put my blood on your hands
and slide that rope around my neck
and let me suffer till the end...


i feel grim
the wolves are closing in
they ripp and tear my flesh
you do nothing but watch
you watch me being
devoured ripped apart
i see you watching
your laughing
its all a game to you
your happy im being tortured
as long as i suffer
you will be smiling
when this ends
we shal see who
can endure the pain...


execution day

im being walked to the stage of the gallows
in a dark room
you slide the rope
around my neck
i just stand there
you ask if i ave anything to say
i reply
i have nothing left
the tears ive cried for you are gone
i shal never cry for you again
nevermore will i shed a tear in your name
youve done this to me and your self
you let your lies manifest reality
your fear consumed you
im all that you had left
now you condemed my soul
i will never forgive you...
now finish what you started
let me rest
hang me now before its too late

as the world spins in chaos

i lay here in the field

bathed in the light of my own sorrow

you say you love me

you say you will accept me for me

but i am still unsure of this

i have changed im not who you thought

you say you will always love me

how can i be sure that when you see me

it will be the same

how are you sure you will still love me

when you know what i am what ive become

im changing everyday

can you deal with it or will you slip under the tide

and be taken away forever....




as the light shines

down upon me

i realized that some one still cares

im still loved

im forgiven for all ive done

the tears that fall now

are full of happienss

ive been scared to admit im still in love.....

now lets see what the future holds

all i can do is hope



the rope tightens

you haer screaming

chaos is all around you

as my body hangs there

look around you whos there

am i really dead

or is it your mind torturing you

for doing the same to me

are you sure your not the one hanging there

staring back at me while you get what you deserve

should i shed a tear for you

as you lay dying or should i leave

to fulill my own needs like you did to me

you crushed me devastaed my soul

and all you did was stare

but i must thank you without you i would not know

where i belong

i must suffer

i am who i am i accept the fact

im clingy i care to much i cared more about you in a week

than you will ever know

all ihave to say is

goodbye....



if you saw me on the street

what would you think

what would you say

would you ask if i was ok

would you ask why im bleeding

would you care if i was dying.

if a gun was to my head

and im about to be dead,

would you smile or would you frown

if i was dying would you help

if you saw me on the strret would you care

shu thos are some long ass poems but im not saying there bad i like them

when you say you love me your just like me
or maybe im just like you
i've never known
when to believe
and when to
lie
to you
to hide this truth
me? lie to you?
faking smiles
never real tears
im ashamed
that you love me
like you do
hiding all real fears
so i can look like the savior you've
always wanted
but i still dont know when to believe
and when
to lie
to
you